Daddy
always made it clear; his oldest brother was his hero. Whenever
there was a question about integrity, about drive, about the battle out of
poverty and the value of education, Daddy would point us to the example of his
oldest brother.
In
every way Daddy’s brother broke molds and in so doing he set footsteps for Daddy
to follow and standards for him to meet.
Sons of very poor coal miners rarely graduate college and run companies
but these boys did just that.
Daddy
insisted after our family business took flight that his brother sit on our
board. Somehow he knew the mentor ship
that meant so much to him would build something in us.
I
will admit my love for my uncle was only equaled by my admiration of him. In every way, he was larger than life. I sat a little straighter when he came in the
room. He was a force to be reckoned with. I thought deeper, considered my words longer
and held life tighter. He taught me to
value only the most important parts of life.
He taught me it was family first, truth, integrity and the incredible
value of faith in God and hard work.
Somewhere
in those early years of our company, while walking across a street, my uncle
was hit by a car. He recovered in every
way physically but the softness I had seen only on rare occasions became the
norm and I learned to love him more.
He
was all that he had been before, but the heart that hid behind his fierce work
ethic and fiery discipline was now front and center.
At
our family gatherings, he would bring his gavel and run the show. He would rap the table and everyone knew to
listen. He would hold his audience
captive as three generations would hear about the family values, the gift of
time, and as he reminisced about his own parents, he would remind we never knew
when our last time together might be.
As
only God could orchestrate, our very last time together with all the aunts and
uncles would be at my wedding. I called
them all; well before “save the dates” were vogue. I wanted all my dear ones there and they were.
My
uncle pulled me aside at that wedding. I
stood armed with the schedule I had written, the maps I had drawn and he said
three words,
“It was perfect.”
Almost
three decades later I still treasure that moment with all my heart.
Some
weeks after that perfect day a letter arrived in the mail penned by my
uncle along with two fifty-dollar bills.
The
money was meaningful to struggling newlyweds but the words were
priceless. My uncle knew I was crazy in
love. He also knew me. He knew sometimes crazy would be a little
bigger than love. He wrote, “The world
will tell you marriage is 50-50. Always
live like it is 90-10. Give 90 always. Pray more and give more.”
Ninety
percent is hard. I fail more days than I
succeed, sometimes I would settle for a solid fifty. I have come to understand to live at ninety or
even to try, we have to think about how we want to
finish. Do we want to finish well? Do we want to finish out of breath, or do we
want to finish without regret?
Living
without regret means living big. It
means giving ninety and knowing the Holy Spirit will fill in the rest.
It
means listening in the quiet and hearing the Lord.
It
means wearing our hearts outside and allowing the world to see not who we want
to be but who we are.
It
means living not a busy life but a life available.
It
means praying loud and believing louder.
It
means recognizing the devil marginalizes but God builds.
Like
the married life, I am convinced the Christian life requires not just our participation
but our passion.
We
do not know when the last time with our lovelies will come, let us love them
ninety.
Let
us speak as if it is our last words.
Let
us fiercely hold on to truth.
Let
us listen and let us see weaving healing and hope in our silence and in our
vision.
And to know the
love of Christ that surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the
fullness of God.
Now to Him who
is able to do infinitely more than all we ask or imagine, according to His
power that is at work within us. Ephesians
3:19-20
A beautiful banquet of reminders that we just never know what our futures hold, but we know the God who orchestrates our lives. Thank you Cathy! Have a wonderful Thanksgiving!
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