I cry when I hear the
trumpet playing taps. I cry when I hear
the singing of the National Anthem.
I go to every parade
with a pocket full of tissues.
There is something
about nostalgia and patriotism.
I love the 4th
of July. I love Bastille Day in
France. I have come to love Cinco de
Mayo. It is part of who we are, where we
come from and how we have learned to embrace freedom.
I don’t understand
what it is to fight for my country. And
I am completely baffled by those who ignore the gift of freedom.
I cannot imagine
hating my country and it hurts me to the very core those that would scheme
against it.
I have lived for a very
brief time across the ocean and it shook me to know there were no congressmen
to call, and my own flag to fly. I walk through
airports and fight the notion to hug every service man and women I see.
It has emptied me to
see how throngs of people especially this election year have walked away from
who we are and what we have.
Freedom
It seems so much of
what we were is slipping away, a love of country, a thirst for freedom and a
passion for patriotism.
Perhaps this too is
all part of God’s plan. Perhaps things
need to fall out of our grasp, to realize what it is we had and what we were
supposed to treasure.
Perhaps He is allowing
this change, this fracturing of freedom so that we will hold fast to the first
freedom, the Holy freedom, the one that came not at the hand of soldiers but through
the hands, feet and heart of a Savior.
What if we embraced
that freedom, His sanctified freedom first? What if complete freedom in Him is how we
lived?
If we chose freedom,
His freedom, we would never be alone. In
the face of friends that forsake and family that forgets, He remains and
loneliness retreats.
We would never have
to wonder if we are loved. In our
ugliest, most unlovely moment, He lends us the title of “masterpiece.”
We would never have to
wonder if we are good enough as we are measured by the yardstick of an eternal,
everlasting love.
We would never have
to fear. The very presence of fear would
be thwarted by the wielding sword of freedom.
And we would never
worry. The overwhelming nature of His
goodness would quell our frantic hearts and our distressed minds.
How dear one do we
not embrace this freedom?
How do we live in our
self-made prisons?
What does your prison look like?
Mine is built with
bars of self-sufficiency and surrounded by walls of self-doubt. They are
solid and seemingly impenetrable. The drive
to listen to my own desires is exhausting.
It is a slow death of frustration and anxiety.
It is said that all
natural life starts with pain. The supernatural
life started with death. By His death,
we are alive in the extraordinary dance of freedom.
With the most
extraordinary grace, He lends us a Spirit who guides us, a Father who adores us
and a Savior who handed us the secret to eternal joy. Surrender.
Embrace freedom dear
one. Dance in it and wear it
proudly; its color will set you apart
and its light will lead the fellow freedom fighters to find their joy.
“For freedom Christ has set us free; stand firm therefore, and do not submit again to the yoke of slavery.” Galatians 5:1
As always, Cathy, you took the feelings right from my heart and wrote them beautifully on your blog. I am glad to know that I am not the only one who sheds tears when taps or our national anthem is played. I have become even more patriotic as my history-loving husband shares new facts from our country's past with me every day. Loved your comparison of freedom in Jesus for eternity versus our, what seems to be, fading freedoms in America.
ReplyDeleteLinda, we are kindred spirits. - my mentor and friend! Love you!!
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